So its been a minute since ive visited the page... my gosh soo much has happened.Not in a literal sense; I mean, I haven't changed physically, I haven't quit school or anything... but mentally ive been in a whirlwind.
sometimes i feel like my world is enclosed in an hourglass u know? like time is constantly a factor, like i cant just live, draw and do me.... i find myself thinking thoughts like "if i dont draw today its gonna be too late to do it tomorrow..." . no mater how you may interpret that; its incredibly difficult to deal with when its in the forefront of everything you do...my mind can be great at times. allowing a perfect harmonious relationship between the two of us and an infantile imagination... but at other times, it becomes so enclosed that i feel like im incarcerated within it. i feel trapped within a world in which I created. the sanctuary of my own design quickly becomes a penitentary... i can never escape it. i learn deal with it. i struggle to rearrange my views of things and make sense of the ethical decay that invades my sanctuary like a cancer. and i do... long enough to pop out a couple of sketches before the warden locks me back in.my creativity leaves abruptly... i hope the key never goes with it...
I know the feeling. When I start sketching something or working on something, I usually lose track of time, and forget to call my girl lol So yeah, I understand what you mean by being wrapped up in your own world of creativity.
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